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Perspective
Still life through eyes of a poet
By MICHAEL J. FARRELL
I want to stand on that rock which tells no lies, writes
Desmond Egan in a poem. Only a poet would have such gall, an echo even of Jesus
himself -- upon this rock I will build. And true enough, the poetic and holy
have been first cousins since the druids and shamans, since Solomon and all
that wild-eyed breed searching the stars or the entrails of pet chickens for a
hint of what really counts.
I myself dont know what a poem is. But this did not stop me
from publishing other peoples poetry in my callow youth. No doubt I
stumbled betimes, but I got lucky betimes, too, because Desmond Egan tells me
now that I was the first to publish his poems.
Not that I ever met him. An outrageous number of years passed.
Then, a year ago, I ran into him in, of all places, Little Rock, Ark. And
discovered he had become a famous poet, engaged in what Robert Southey called
the arts babblative and scribblative -- he not only writes the
poems but travels the world reading them and expounding on heavy-duty stuff
such as life.
Now a movie has been made about him, Desmond Egan: Through
the Eyes of a Poet. Producer John C. Hunter of Washburn University,
Topeka, Kan., hopes it will soon be aired nationally on public television. It
is a beautiful film, a work of art.
Foreigners from France and Greece and Scandinavia and America vie
for superlatives in praising Egan. Piercing intelligence, one says.
Another says he has transcended the Irish culture unlike any other modern
Irish poet. Thats mighty praise for a lad who went to St.
Finians High School around the same time I attended its great rival, St.
Mels, a few miles down the Irish midlands.
For a Finians man, Egan has maintained a beguiling modesty.
He gets up in the morning, he says in the film, and goes to his study and tries
to be a poet. The creative process is something Im not altogether
in control of, he goes on, so he searches, explores. Unlike most poets,
who take the safe road of a day job, Egan, who has a wife and two teenage
daughters, risks everything on that search.
My soul without ambition is trying to open a door on a
street or two, he intones. He writes of himself and the search and his
town and his family. He wrote Epitaph for his father, greatly
missed. Tom Egan does not lie here, it begins, here
being the grave.
Ive thrown my life into the waste paper basket,
he says, because some days the words dont measure up. Egan was for 25
years a friend of Samuel Beckett, who had the same problem with the words not
making it. Like Beckett, whom he calls an inspiration rather than an influence,
he has pared down the language and dropped the punctuation, all of it, period.
And this is a fellow who reads grammars. But if youre writing about
famine, for example, any word that wasnt carrying its weight had to
go:
the stink of famine hangs in the bushes still in
the sad celtic hedges ... you can catch it down the lines of our
landscape get its taste on every meal listen there is famine in our
music famine behind our faces ...
Egan, who, the film says, walks a lot with nature, hears its
scream. Ive heard a large crowd catch its breath at the brief, shocking
jolt of a poem about Northern Ireland:
two wee girls were playing tig near a car ... how
many counties would you say are worth their scattered
fingers?
What gradually emerges from Through the Eyes of a Poet
is that this is one gritty, obsessed, walking, talking conscience jetting from
Russia to Japan to a town near you, calling on people to quit the stupidity and
torture and try kindness. He writes of too many shantytowns on the
outskirts of life. He follows the pain. When Benjamin Moloise, a South
African activist and poet, was hanged, Egan wrote that the worlds
silence runs like blood.
Outside the world is pulsating, inside the poet goes to his room,
searches for a thought, a word, and if these come up trumps, people will take
notice and cross boundaries to hear. A regular man from a small town I know
casts a shadow. He has to his name 14 collections of poetry, is the subject of
a couple of books and he won awards ranging from that of the National Poetry
Foundation of the USA to (Im not making this up) The Farrell Literary
Award. He gave me a copy of his latest book, Famine, and wrote Up
St. Finians in the dedication. Thems fighting words where we
come from.
But I have the last word on Egan. I can read between his lines.
When he writes of his mother the schoolteacher rowing to her school on an
island on Lough Ree, I see my own mother, who grew up a few islands away on the
same Lough Ree and, a child, rode the rough waves to school past magic places
in search of precious learning.
When Egan writes of his father, so long ago, giving famed singer
John McCormack a lift to somewhere, along with the Blacksmith of
Ballinalee, I am one of the few who know he means Sean McKeown, a true
blacksmith who became legendary fighting the British for what they used to call
Irish freedom, at whose side my father vaguely claimed to have fought, and
indeed I remember my father standing to wobbly attention in a guard of honor
when the blacksmith ran for president of Ireland, a race he lost.
And when Egan tells of Sam Becketts amusement, in a bistro
in Paris, at a reported marijuana bust in the rustic village of Ballymahon,
neither of them knew or cared that on more than one dark night, before I was a
teenager, I helped my father drive wild, unwilling cattle to the fair of
Ballymahon, where, more often than not, nobody wanted to buy them in those
hungry years.
Thats the trouble with poetry. It grows wings and you
dont know where its going to land.
Michael Farrell is editor of NCR. The Egan video is
available for $24 within the United States, $28 internationally, from: Eyes of
a Poet, P.O. Box 4114, Topeka KS 66604.
National Catholic Reporter, April 2,
1999
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