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Gen X theologian
By ARTHUR JONES
Not everyone knows that
Harvards Harvey Cox plays saxophone. Tom Beaudoin knows. But then,
Catholic theologian Beaudoin has played bass guitar with rock bands for 15
years. His three patron saints are theologians Karl Rahner and Dietrich
Bonhoeffer and Geddy Lee, bass player with the Canadian rock band Rush.
Listening to music is fundamentally a religious experience, says
Beaudoin, and doing theology is reflection on religious
experience.
What joins the theological quest and the musical quest, he said,
is the pull -- like the tractor beam in Star Wars -- the pull
of religious experience, of the experience of God, which is mediated to me by
playing bass guitar in rock bands.
These days Beaudoin doesnt get many gigs, except as a
teacher and lecturer from a home base in Decatur, Ga. His wife, Jennifer Watts,
a Catholic, is doing her Ph.D. in theology at Emory University in Atlanta.
Beaudoins reputation is based on his 1998 book, Virtual
Faith: The Irreverent Spiritual Quest of Generation X, and other writings.
The generation he refers to comprises the 80 million Americans born between
1961 and 81.
Not bad at 31 for a former high school teacher whose Catholicism
at one time was always overpowered by the faith of his successive girlfriends.
His relationships had him Southern Baptist for five years and a synagogue
attendee after that.
I think I was making my personal relationships the bearer of
my own spiritual quest, he said recently.
Members of our generation, Beaudoin writes in
Virtual Faith, expressed their cynicism about religion by assuming
one of two stances: either playfully ironic or completely dismissive. I found
these postures appropriate, as churches seemed laughably out of touch.
Hopelessly droll music, antediluvian technology, retrograde social teaching,
and hostile or indifferent attitudes toward popular culture.
For my peers, this distancing from religion wasnt new,
because their families had treated religion as a disposable accessory. Many
boomers had kept institutional religion at arms length until midlife. For
their children, the step from religion-as-an-accessory to
religion-as-unnecessary was a slight shuffle, not a long leap.
The students in the white suburban Lees Summit, Mo., high
school where he taught had experienced a withering dissolution of their
well-being: broken families, teen pregnancy, unstable sexual identities,
physical and emotional abuse, drug addictions, alienation from family,
alcoholism, disrespect for authority, short attention spans and overall bouts
of nihilism.
And yet, said Beaudoin, he found
himself experiencing great joy with them and for them. They were
generally unafraid of transgressing any boundaries. Irreverence, whether
political, religious or sexual, was almost a way of life. My students trusted
their friendships over all other relationships, playfully ironized and
satirized their culture, were wise about the psychology of systems
and institutions at a young age, and were less snobby about high
culture and more open to exploring (and exposing!) artifice than their
elders.
In a section of the book that takes up GenX attacks on the
Catholic church, Beaudoin works forward from pop artist Madonna through a
detailed interpretation of the video for the group Nirvanas song
Heart-Shaped Box. It ridicules Jesus as a way of taking a
lance to the side of the church. Jesus as an octogenarian in a Santa Claus hat
and papal miter.
Beaudoin isnt astounded by the blasphemy or the ridicule or,
indeed, offended. He looks into it to see what its saying and finds
support from a non-guitar playing l9th-century English cardinal, John Henry
Newman.
Newman said that deep blasphemy can be evidence of an encounter
with a deep truth, what Newman called the paradox of our intercommunion
with divine faith and human corruption.
Further, Xer religiosity squarely challenges institutions to
come to terms with their own relevance or irrelevance. It may benefit a
religious institution to respond to Xer criticisms. They can do this by
incorporating their failures and limits into their preaching and practice,
which will make them more accessible to Xers.
Beaudoin tells of a powerful sermon to a largely Xer audience in a
Baptist church about the brokenness of the church as a model for the
brokenness of our lives.
An Xer who responded to the services altar call
later told Beaudoin, It wasnt Jesus I had a problem with. Ive
simply never heard a description of the church I could trust until I heard that
sermon.
In hoping to reach GenX and the younger generation, Beaudoin
contended during an NCR interview, the Catholic church misses out
on some of its own deepest insights about the possibility of any and all
music to mediate an experience of God.
High school teaching turned Beaudoin into a theologian. Teaching
and Hans Küngs Does God Exist? a volume Beaudoin calls
the bomb in my playground.
It really convinced me that the most important questions in
life were theological questions -- one could be a passionate Catholic
intellectual.
In my naiveté and ignorance, I hadnt been
exposed to this in my Catholic life. I didnt go through Catholic higher
ed. My parents could barely afford Catholic grade school. I had to be taken out
of it.
Two weeks into high school teaching (with a bachelors in
European history and secondary education), Beaudoin discovered that what the
students needed more than the names of kings, queens and political battles was
spiritual direction.
Beaudoin threw himself into helping his students, won awards as a
teacher, was burned out after one year and left teaching after two. He went to
Harvard, where he did his masters in theological studies from 1994 to
1996.
Harvard is very Protestant -- and it gave me full body
immersion in all the theology you could possibly want, he said. So,
this Protestant place converted me much more deeply into my Catholicism because
I found a body of young, very bright, searching lay Catholic men and women all
struggling around the same issues.
At weekly get-togethers, many
brought readings. The talk was often about issues of Catholic identity.
There were a lot of fellow travelers. I also became very close to Harvey
Cox, which helped a great deal. I had a mentor. Many of my friends starved for
lack of a mentoring relationship. Same again at the Ph.D. level. His, in
religion and education, will be from Boston College.
Unfortunately, he said, the American church is no mentor for Xers
because of the disconnect, even down to the fact that the liturgies
reflect the musical interests of the planners. And theres a whole
lot of liturgical politics around that.
The Catholic church in the United States has been very
hesitant to look seriously at, for instance, rock music, not to mention rap
music. Thats absurd, I think, given the churchs current
configuration. I wish it didnt seem so absurd. But its been very
difficult for the church to take the musical forms of the younger generations
seriously because they dont want to seem to be acceding too much to the
culture -- and theyre also worried, rightly, about the stereotyping, the
negative images of women, the violence, the general hedonism and greed.
But theres a difference between concern and
obsession, continued Beaudoin. The church misses out not only on
Christ present in contemporary music, but Christ present in a young woman who
feels called to ordination. For our generation theres a deeper issue. Not
taking popular culture seriously means the church is not taking the experience
of our interior lives seriously, he said.
In retrospect, what in his book Virtual Faith did he get
right and what did he get wrong?
The basic thesis is right, he said. That the
popular culture is one of the premier mediators of the spiritual quest among
younger generations. Now thats popular culture within world capitalism as
well. But I was wrong about the degree to which young people are willing to
subject their popular culture to religious analysis.
What Ive found is that most young people I work with
are not interested in doing this. They want their music, their culture, as an
escape valve. They may see their music or dancing or sports or cyberspace as
spiritual in some diffused sense, he said, but I was wrong about
the extent to which they want to make it a self-conscious
conversation.
Two things are happening, he said.
One, theres religious illiteracy, not having a universe of concepts
to play against their cultural experiences. Next, among moderate to
liberal young adults, theres a fear that giving a religious reading
to their experiences is going to domesticate them -- that the church is going
to try to control it, control them. In other words, that the church will
continue to be the controlling, condescending church that many of them grew up
with.
The more conservative young adult Catholics dont even
want media culture brought into todays conversation, said Beaudoin,
lest this pure institution, the church, be corrupted by Rush or rap
music. To do that leads us down the garden path of Protestantism.
Meanwhile, circuit-riding freelance theologian Beaudoin is willing
to slow down and settle down. He has lectureships at seminaries -- often on the
topic of consumer capitalism.
Many of his audiences are Protestant, so its fair to ask him
what, today, in a largely Protestant United States, is uniquely Catholic about
Catholicism. Fair to ask because in his book he quoted Cardinal John
Newmans well-known take on Catholics: Catholics can sin with a
depth and intensity with which Protestants cannot sin.
Answers Beaudoin, Its the theology of grace and the
theology of culture that undergirds and overgirds and flows through the whole
thing. The Catholic church is, to use a priestly metaphor, the concelebrant.
The concelebrant acts for the transubstantiation of the world. That is
absolutely, uniquely Catholic. It is not Lutheran. It is not Baptist. It is not
Presbyterian.
And not easy to set to music.
Beaudoin At-a-glance |
It was inevitable. A virtual community of religious
scholars.
Within the next year, theologian Tom Beaudoin --
masters degree in theological studies from Harvard, doctoral degree, God
willing, from Boston College in May -- plans to found a theological society
linked by the Internet.
His goal: a small community of theologians drawn mainly
from his own generation. Hes 31, and hes aiming his community at
others who, like him, understand their vocation as the transubstantiation
of the world.
This virtual community will pray, play, labor and
think together, though we may meet physically only once or twice a
year.
Beaudoin, a circuit-riding theologian whos on the
road two weeks of every month lecturing and teaching, said, We will
support each other in our respective areas of commitment, sharing our
vocational burdens. It will function as a virtual religious order. I have
already drafted the constitution for it.
Of course, he adds, if it turns out
there are no other theologians who have this vision of their vocations, it will
be a society of one.
In addition to finishing up his dissertation, Beaudoin has
a second book underway, a lectureship at four Lutheran seminaries and at
Princeton Theological Seminary, and a summer ahead of teaching at St.
Johns, Collegeville, Minn.
He likes the freedom of being a freelance theologian, but
hes keeping an eye on university job listings. |
National Catholic Reporter, February 16,
2001
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