Illuminations Raised a Muslim, shes now Sr.
Katherine
By MARGARET PLEVAK
Milwaukee
In the midst of shock and grief wrought by the events of Sept. 11,
Sr. Katherine Chustons thoughts kept returning to her father.
Michael Chuston, who died last year at 76, was a retired Chicago
city worker and a World War II veteran whod been awarded a Purple Heart
for his service at Guadalcanal. He was also a Muslim.
I was wondering what he would think of all this, said
Chuston, who recently took final vows as a School Sister of St. Francis.
She cant help but believe he would have agonized along with
the rest of the country over the American response. Though she thinks hed
probably agree with the decision of military action, hed remain concerned
about the effects of war on women and children.
Raised a Muslim, Chuston credited her parents with providing a
good spiritual grounding that included tolerance and love -- a foundation not
even terrorist attacks can shake.
Last month in the community house chapel here, during a liturgy
that marked her profession of final vows to the order, a small table to the
right of the altar held a vase with two roses and a copy of the Quran. Amidst
friends, family and community members who celebrated with her, she did not want
to forget her father and mother, who is also deceased. The flowers represented
their presence, the Quran, their Islamic faith.
Chuston, 39, had been planning details of this liturgy long before
Sept. 11. Since then, she worried over this gesture, talking to some of the
sisters about the sensitivity of including her grandfathers copy of the
Quran near the altar. They told her it belonged there.
That really says a lot, she said. It does speak
of peace these days. And it speaks of my heritage. I dont want to negate
who I am because of Sept. 11.
Both of her Muslim grandfathers were Bosnian immigrants who came
to the United States early in the 20th century. Both married Catholic women who
agreed to give up their faith and raise their children in the religion of
Islam.
Chuston grew up in Chicago an only child. Both her mother, who was
the secretary to a city alderman, and her father were precinct captains,
political party appointees expected to keep Chicago-area voters placated --
generally just prior to elections -- by handling requests for favors ranging
from new garbage cans to parking permits. Chuston, however, recalled the
familys phone ringing constantly and her parents meeting the needs of
constituents year-round.
Other childhood memories include mosques, prayers in Arabic and
holiday parties celebrating the breaking of the month-long fast of Ramadan. But
she can also remember Christmas trees and Easter eggs. Eventually, while she
was growing up, Islamic practices in her home waned.
Although my parents had a very deep faith in God, they
werent necessarily devout Muslims. I mean, once I reached about age 10 or
so, they really didnt go to services that much anymore, she
said.
Some relatives were Christian -- primarily Catholic, and family
ties supported diversity. Chuston recalled attending weddings in Catholic
churches.
Catholicism held another influence as well. As a teenager,
Chustons mother had volunteered her time with a womens religious
community of St. Vincent de Paul. At one point she considered joining the
order, but was afraid of angering her family.
She did, however, send her daughter to Chicagos Madonna High
School.
Raised with a European influence, Chuston did not wear a veil or
the full-length covering that many Middle Eastern Muslim women do, but teachers
and students were aware of her religion. Still, she doesnt remember any
harassment.
I was really open to everyone about my heritage. I was proud
of it. Sometimes my parents would be a little hesitant.
They would tell me to be careful, and I would say, Who
cares? This is who we are.
Initially, Chuston had balked at going to Madonna, an all-girls
school. By the time she was 15, she found the teachers and curriculum there
were feeding a growing interest in religion. She thought about reaching deeper
into Islam or turning to Judaism, but was drawn to Catholicism.
She was baptized in December 1979. Though her parents were
supportive of the decision, her maternal grandmother was wary. A priest had
publicly humiliated her family when shed married a Muslim. Eventually,
Chuston said, her grandmother met parish members, saw a more tolerant church
and gave her approval.
Chuston volunteered at her parish, but as a young legal secretary
in her early 20s, she sought a career that would allow her to serve others.
After an introductory visit to a Carmelite community in St. Louis
didnt work out, she shelved the idea of joining a religious order. Her
mothers death in 1991 compelled her to reconsider. A meeting with the
vocations office of the Chicago archdiocese led her to the School Sisters of
St. Francis. She felt a strong connection.
Currently executive secretary to the president of the congregation
at St. Joseph Center in Milwaukee, Chuston was working the morning of Sept. 11
when community and center employees were called to see television news
reports.
Shes troubled by Islamic extremist Osama bin Ladens
pronouncements that pit Muslims against Americans and the backlash his words
incite.
I feel that 99 percent of the people of Islamic background
all over the world are also being taken hostage, so to speak, by bin Laden or
any of his followers, or any terrorists anywhere, she said. My
heart goes out to the people of Islamic religion, a beautiful, peaceful,
ancient faith tradition. I chose to convert from Islam to Catholicism not
because I was against Islam, but because I found something in the Catholic
faith that really spoke to me and continues to speak to me. But I feel badly
for the people who are being harassed or the people who are being exploited by
bin Laden and the Taliban in Afghanistan. And I strongly believe that it is not
only the United States that is being targeted by terrorists but the entire
religion of Islam.
Our nation has been through and is still going through a
very emotional time, she said, and when emotions are heightened,
sometimes we dont think clearly. It gives the opportunity for some people
who do have very narrow-minded views to promote their agendas. But I still
believe that the majority of people in this country are tolerant of
diversity.
She sees hope in a declining number of reported retaliatory hate
crimes against Muslims and Jews but understands the fear and anger.
I know that I, too, was angry at first. I couldnt
believe that somebody would do this, harm all that innocent life. Who could
have done this? And my first thought was, I dont care who did it,
just get them. But prayer definitely helps you to think a little more
clearly.
If youre a thinking person, you have to move beyond the
initial anger, the shock and ask, What is right? What does the gospel
tell us? We need to be people of nonviolence and we shouldnt be
bombing Afghanistan right now.
Being a member of an international religious community has given
her a fresh perspective. Two of the sisters she lives with are Latin American
natives, and while they respected the grief their community felt, they also
reminded members of some of the exploitive U.S. foreign policies, especially to
developing countries, that give rise to such anger.
Chuston still has plenty of questions on international relations,
such as why America is so involved with Israel, and shes determined to
become more educated in her search for the answers. As a Franciscan, she also
reflects deeply on addressing violence in her personal world and applying the
gospel message in the aftermath of Sept. 11.
She remembered the homily of a priest friend several years ago.
It wasnt too long after Jeffrey Dahmer [a convicted serial killer
whose grisly homicides made the national media] was in the news, and [the
priest] said that if we really believe in the gospel, then we have to believe
that God loves Jeffrey Dahmer, too.
Well, then you have to say the same thing about Osama bin
Laden and all his lieutenants, Chuston said. They have mothers and
fathers and children. And its not easy to say that. Its very
difficult to even think about that. You want to demonize the enemy, but are
they the enemies? Although the Taliban is a corrupt regime and Osama bin Laden
is an evil person, they are still people, and so are those civilians who are
living there in crushing poverty.
Margaret Plevak is a writer for the Catholic Herald, the
newspaper of the Milwaukee archdiocese.
National Catholic Reporter, November 9,
2001
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